Went to tabqa... Such a beautiful place, Ma sha Allah.. 

And guess what? I swimmed the first time in many years it was so nice, water so clean.. 

When you see these beautiful places in dunya, makes you wonder; what about Jannah! 

People think we have nothing.. But guess what the Islamic state is blessed with everything. Alhamdullilah. . We have school for children, school for adults, arabic, Quran , aqeedah.. We have courthouse, different offices for everything. Restaurants, parks even work... 

Salam aleykom wa rahmatollahi barakato!

Everything changed in less than a minute.. Surely Allah is the best planner.

After I got that phone call that this person so close to me died I realized that this dunya is temporary, and all of this can and will finish in less than a minute... Someone that Allah loves made duaa for me to be guide cause for sure I was astray ..

My journey started when this person passed away  (Allah yerhama).

After the burial and washing of this dead person Allah woke my heart up. Cause indeed my heart was dead.. I remember that Allah, death and yawm al qiyyamah is haqq. And soon we will stand infront of our Creator and what did i prepare for that meeting? Nothing!

I didn't want the first time for be to be covered to be in my grave. I asked Allah if He grants me one more day to live I would put on my hijab. And so I did, Alhamdullilah. I was always a "muslim" but never know how to pray or didnt even know anything except the name muslim. So the story begins..

I meet this sister (May Allah unite oss i Jannah al firdaws) It was like Allah puted us together for a reason for indeed the first look at her I just clicked and loved her for the sake of Allah.   Will try to make a long story short but everyone that Allah has guided feels such a joy and love thinking of that moment that you wanna explain it in a way so the other get the same feeling as you do.. Anyway, she start to speak about hijrah, i was still new, still my first month with 'correct' islam, i was thinking she was crazy. Who would leave Europe to go live in a country that has nothing?! But these conversation was stuck in my head and in same time as i start practice the deen correct, understand the deen and had the will of submit myself completely to Allah! To please Him!

I realized very fast it's not possible in these kind of countries.. 

My family started to notice difference, according to them did I become to "extreme". Extreme how? Cause i wanted to live according to the Qur'an and sunnah and took haram serious.

All of us have these people in our lives that will tell you Islam is in the heart, do haram, no need of pray, Bla bla.. Murtadden.. Audho Billah!

So i start to focus and thinking of hijrah and all these time Allah make everything easy for me.. Remember that hijrah and jihad was something i was unaware of before, but subhan Allah.. When you love Allah and the deen And take one step towards Allah indeed He runs towards you..

And this is what took me here, now almost 2 years ago Allah blessed me with hijrah to the Khilafa, to dawlat islamiyya.. And science I came I can honestly say that the days of mine doesent feel wasted anymore, to practice my deen. To live according to Qur'an and sunnah. To be able wearing my niqab. To raise my child in islamic country. Allaho Akbar,  it such a big difference from reading Quran to actually live it.. I have ny brothers and sisters here.. People I dont know but we keep together and love on another. why? Cause the words " La ilah illah Lah".. 

Everytime I see the black flag its like its the first time and always reminds me of the purpose of being in this dunya. And why I left everything fisabilillah and what ny aim is.. Jannah Al firdaws!